The Battle

Everyday is a battle. With all this world throws at us, we are never without the need to be covered by the blood of Jesus and standing in His armor. Ephesians 6:13 says "Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand."

I cloth myself in that armor (found in Ephesians 6:14 - 17) each morning. I know that because of His armor I have been protected and spared from much of what the enemy has planned for me. I know that without that covering I am vulnerable and more-easily taken down when the storms of life begin to beat against me. The armor in no way means we will not be attacked, sought after or beaten on. However, being girded in that armor and standing on the promises of Jesus allows me to endure and carry on - to stand in the midst of the battle.

In Psalm 18, we witness through the voice of David, the protection the Lord gives us with His armor and the faithfulness of His covering over us. We may not see all that God is doing in the midst of our battles each day, but we can be assured He is right there waging His own spiritual battle over us. When the victory is ours, the glory always goes to the Lord. I urge you to read this amazing Psalm today.

As God spoke to me this morning, I was struck with the awesome burden that someone out there needs to hear His words of love to you today. The battle is raging, yet He is right there with you. Don't give up, give it all to Him. Jesus will take you through it and you will be even better on the other side.

My Precious Daughter,

How I long to have you here – without your agenda, without your heart set on specific things. Beloved, you read My Word, you know My heart. You know I see all, I know all – I am all powerful. Nothing has changed. Nothing about Me changes in your loneliness, your sadness or your depression. I am the same yesterday, today and forever.

What does that mean? That means I am for you always. As you walk righteously with Me and seek My face My power is exposed. When you lay down your selfish motives, your issues, your ego, My strength is made great in you. When you throw away your thoughts and intents for things that are NOT from Me, I can become a powerful source of strength in you. When you set aside your pride and humbly seek Me for answers, I can work miracles, streams of living water in the desert; I can do exceedingly abundantly more.

Beloved, I know the storms of your circumstances often catch you off guard, knock you down and throw you into a tailspin. I see all that you go through and long for you to just sit quietly in those times and listen for My still, small voice. I know the tenacity and resolve you have within you to stand on the rock of Jesus Christ. It is getting you to come to that place that is what I long to see. I know with each trial, each knock-down, each blast from hell that you become more able to gird yourself up in My armor, take a battle stance and beat down the forces that seek to take your life. Nothing that you have endured is simple. Much that comes into every life is difficult to battle – but you are never alone. I am always by your side.

Dear one, I am always available to you. In the darkest and loneliest of times, it is I who am holding you up. As tears pour like rain from your eyes, it is I who collects each one and weeps with you. When the rainbow of victory shines all about you, it is I who basks in that glory knowing all is well and you are one step closer to the perfection I am working out in you.

As David, the man after My own heart, stood beaten and defeated by his enemies, he wept but he did not die. And as he wrote his words of anguish and turmoil, he also wrote of his trust and reliance on Me. For there I was in the midst of every battle, of every take-down, of every victory. That is who you are becoming, precious daughter. That is who you are.

Beloved, the battles may not yet be ended, but neither is My love and commitment to you. The season may rage with storms, but the light always shines new each morning. Defeat may feel as if it is overwhelming you, but the truth is that I am the Victorious One and because of that, victory is yours.

Trust Me today with all you have, all you are and all you are becoming. For I, The Lord Your God, have your back, I am your front guard, I am a banner over you and I have My arms of love around you at every moment of your day. Rest in Me today, My beloved daughter. You are safe, you are mine, you are loved.

I love you.

Just For Today

Where do I start? My blogs have been few and far between these past several months. It's just a season; and if not for the seasons in our lives, we would live stagnantly. These are the times that God refines us, builds us up and stands back to admire all He's done. When we respond to His work in our lives, His calling, His refining, we become better, stronger and more able to walk fully trusting in Him.

Isn't that what it's all about? Fully trusting in the God who created us, knows the desires of our hearts and provides our every need each day. Isn't that where we find Him most? Having faith in the fact that nothing goes unnoticed, hidden or without His concern. The amazing, awesome God that knows the numbers of hairs on our head, holds onto every tear we have shed and smiles with delight when we giggle is constantly working on and with us to make us better and better ... from glory to glory.

In the midst of this season of my life, God has been refining me - sometimes as I go kicking and screaming - for something greater and more glorious than I can dream. And, while I don't necessarily see the end of this season coming soon, Jesus has faithfully walked with me and talked to me telling me "in due time" I will see the victory. He is building my faith in a way that will stand the test of time and allow me to walk through future seasons stronger, more trusting and with the unwavering assurance that He will never leave my side. The hope that I find in that alone, is enough to carry me through ... just for today.

What is your season? It may be one of triumph and celebration. It may be one of heartache and sadness. It may be just the fact that everything is going along as it always does. You may be on the backside of the season or heading into a new one. No matter what you are experiencing today in your life, one thing is certain - Jesus is right there with you walking with you, talking to you and telling you "in due time" you will see the victory. That hope is enough to carry you through ... just for today.


My Precious Daughter,

Just for today rest in Me. Trust Me for all you need and I will supply everything. Do not tarry on intuition, gut feelings, the thoughts or questions that creep into your mind. Just for today wait on Me, seek My face and sing praises to My name.

I am with you always, beloved. In the depth of the pit and on the highest mountaintop. I have not abandoned nor forsaken you in any circumstance.

Beloved, just for today take Me at My word. Put all your trust into My hands. Have faith in Me - your Creator (Jehovah God), your Abba Father, your All-in-All. Just for today, allow Me to do the work in you life, your situation. Just for today give it all to Me and fix your eyes on high into My throne room of grace. Just for today, dear one, for tomorrow is far off.

Each day you set your mind to do these things will bring you another step closer to your victory. Each moment you make a choice to relinquish control of your life and circumstances to Me is another opportunity for Me to work in you and bring about the desires of your heart. Each time you choose to take your hands off the things you cannot change, allows Me to move freely in those circumstances and bring about My plans, My will.

Just for today, beloved, rest in Me knowing I love you far greater than you can imagine. And, just for today trust that I am working all things out for your good. Just for today, for tomorrow has enough trouble of its own ... just for today.

I am yours, beloved, and you are mine. So, for this day, everything is done, all is well and it is good.

I love you.


Luke 12:7 - But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows. 

2 Chron. 3:18 - But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
 
Matt 6:34 - Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day [is] its own trouble.

Loneliness

Loneliness, I have never in my life felt loneliness like this before. I have never had so much alone time - all by myself time - so consistently before. I didn't sign up for this, yet this is where my life has taken me at this moment in time.

Please don't get me wrong, I have many friends in my new home town. It is a quaint, beautiful small Northern California town, prolific with rolling vineyards and cherry orchards. It is peaceful and friendly. It is full of great friends and places to go. I dreamed many times of living in a town like this, but I had my family and I had my old friends in my dream.

Two years ago, I left behind the area in which I had lived all of my life. I quit a great job and followed the man of my dreams, my husband, to the job of his dreams in Northern California. It was scary, but we had each other and our dogs. Now, two years later, I find myself in a situation that is beyond my control and throwing me into a "season" that has become very difficult. I still have one of my dogs (Sherman passed away a few months ago) and my husband, whom I love with all my heart. But, his dream job has taken him away several days every week with his crew, and so here I am.

This sounds so juvenile if one reads it without knowing everything. In the midst of this time, I have been dealing with another issue that plagues me more than it should. Being alone shouldn't unnerve a person like it has done to me. In fact, I know women who love being alone. But, there's more ... there's always more ... than meets the eye.

God is in the midst of this. He has graciously spoken to me each day. He professes His unconditional love for me, chides me gently when I need it, and reminds me that nothing is greater and more satisfying that my relationship with Him. He continually repeats that flesh will fail me every time, but His love is perfect and everlasting. He is right, yet I still battle with the loneliness.

I have a long way to go. The Lord is always faithful, though. I know He is here and He has not left my side. I know He is aching for me to let the loneliness go and desire only Him. That is what I want. That is what I strive for. Oh, that He would snap His fingers and change my heart. But, He is using this time to put me through the refiners fire, clean out the impurities, scrape off the dross to find His reflection in me.

Still the loneliness ...


My Precious Daughter,

I love you. I always love you. Do not put your trust,  your hope, your dreams into the flesh, loved one. Even your dear friends cannot fulfill My role in your life.

I know you are confused about your purpose, your current circumstances, a job, a ministry. I know you are down-trodden and feel abandoned - even by Me. But, that is not the case. I am here. In fact, I have every answer to every question. Dear one, if you do not ask - if you do not seek My face daily - how will you hear My voice? How will I be able to answer you?

Your prayers do not go unheeded. Your heart's cry does not get muffled in My kingdom. Every tear you shed is collected. Every prayer you pray is saved. Beloved, you come to Me in your convenience, But I am availiable at all hours. You  heed the voice of the enemy and your flesh, yet you fail to give it all to Me. You fail to seek My guidance, My answers, My peace.

Beloved daughter, you must learn to seek My face, listen for My voice in everything. The thoughts, the angst, the brokeness you experience - all must be laid on My alter. You cannot expect things to change in your life if you are not submitting everything -  all of it - to Me.

Precious child, I am for you. If I am for you, then what can possibly come against you of consequence. Take all of it  - ALL OF IT - and bring it to Me. In the night, during the day - even now. Let it go! I can handle all of this. My Word says "My yoke is easy and My burden is light."

I have not forsaken you, precious one, but I am a gentleman and I do not intrude where I am not asked. I am yearning for you to call on Me - but I will not barge in if I am not invited. I want you to depend on Me in every moment. I give you each breath, return each one to Me. I give you each day, lay each day at My feet. I gave you life, place your life in My hands. I will never let you down, I will never fail you.

Now, beloved, grab My  hand and let's run through this time of anguish. Hold fast to My promises and we can sail together on peaceful seas. Put your faith in My promises and watch your joy grow to overflowing. Throw away your old ideas strategies and habits and let Me create a new and better life in you.

Don't let this decaying and dying world have its way with you. Don't let fallible, unrighteous flesh consume your soul. Come away with Me and find peace and victory, beloved. Shake off your worry, pain and distrust and place your hope in Me. For all is well in My presence, and there you will find your rest.

I love you.


Rom. 8:31 - What then shall we say to these things? If God [is] for us, who [can be] against us?

Matt. 11:30 - "For My yoke [is] easy and My burden is light."

There is a Season

"To everything [there is] a season, A time for every purpose under heaven" Ecclesiates. 3:1

It seems like forever since I've been here to write. I have been walking through a season that has completely turned me upside down. I thought I had faced the roughest roads in my life; I thought I was going to be able to coast for a little longer. I thought I had finally gotten to a place in my life where all the dreams I had laid at God's feet were coming to light. I was wrong. I thought I was crossing the Jordan into the promise land ... perhaps I have, but I still must slay the giants ... face those things in my life that keep me from truly experiencing my land of milk and honey.

I have a been walking in a sea of hurt, unanswered questions, all the while slowly backing away from the one thing that is sure, certain and peaceful in my life. Joy has all but vanished. In the midst of my circumstances - the unlovely ones - I have set God on a shelf and tried to fix them myself. Where has my faith gone?

I trusted in the wrong things, I put my faith in temporal, earthly things, and my heart has suffered the greatest blows. We are not to trust man - we are to trust only God. We are not to make idols of people or things, we are to set our hearts, minds, our very lives on our Creator, our Savior, the Lover of our Souls. My flesh cried out ... I gave it place and answered it's call. My mind turned to myself; and in my selfishness, I have allowed my life to fly into a tailspin ... I have no control; and without God, I have no hope.

I put my faith not only in my own flesh, but in others. I turned from giving everything to the Lord knowing in His capable hands all was done, to expecting others to fill my heart and love me as I desired. I let myself fall prey to the enemies schemes, as those closest in my life took the form as my adversaries. The Bible says in Ephesians 6:12 - For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual [hosts] of wickedness in the heavenly [places]. I forgot those words.

Now the hard work begins. Now I must lay bare all of my sin, my sorrow, my pain. Now I must allow Jesus to walk me through the darkness of who I am in the flesh and renew my spirit, my life in Him. I must face my insecurity and selfishness. Now I must learn to take every thought captive; to shake off my own desires and seek God's will for every moment of my life. I must learn to die to my flesh daily and take up the cross of Christ. I must make my relationship with Jesus the most important, most valuable and most desirable in my life.

I do not walk this time alone. In fact, I have never been alone. But in the deepest, loneliest of times, I could not feel Him there. I cried out and all the while He was answering ... I was not listening, I did not hear. The truth is, it is still difficult for me to feel His presence. The truth is that at this very moment I am not so sure I can make it; I am not so sure I want to go on. That is the most honest truth I can offer right now. I feel defeated, beat up, so weary I want to give up. I want to throw in the towel, run far away, curl up in a ball and go to sleep. I want to stop feeling this hurt and stop hurting those I love. I want a knight in shining armor to ride up on his horse and carry me off to paradise.

But God! His word says He never leaves us nor forsakes us. In the depths of my despair and loneliness, He is with me. It is that tiny thread of promise, that pin-prick ray of hope that has me hanging by the tips of my fingers on the ledge of the cliff knowing I must give in. I know He is calling me to let go. I know he is beckoning me to surrender it all to Him. I know He is there prying up my fingers one by one until I fall headlong into His arms. My heart wonders "what if He doesn't catch me?" My spirit knows He is standing with open arms awaiting my arrival .... as long as it takes me ... He is there.

My Precious Daughter,

Come rest in My arms, come lay your weary head on My chest. I love you. I have not left you. 

You are beautiful, cherished, the apple of My eye. I love you, Joan. Not like a man's love. I love you perfectly  - in every way, just as you are. Yet, I love you so much that I will not allow you to stay this way. No, beloved, My hand is moving to grow and change you - from Glory to Glory! 

I am pulling you once again from out of the pit. I will not let you slip from My hand. My grip is strong. My heart is loving. My correction is gentle and true. Do not long for the things of this world, but set your mind on eternal things. Set your mind on Me. Come along with Me. I will help you. I will turn your heart from the desires of  your flesh, to the desires of the Kingdom. I will lead you from the darkness, confusion and lost direction back onto My path of righteousness. I will make a way through this desert of sorrow and pain and shepherd you into My oasis, My respite, My garden. Come away with Me and rest in My arms of love. I will not fail, forsake, nor leave you barren. I will water you and cause you to bear great fruit.

My love is steadfast and unfailing. My plans for  you are perfect. Come rest in Me, beloved. I want you near Me always. You are mine and I am yours.

I love you.

The Greatest Gift of All!

What a great day; today, the day we celebrate Jesus Christ's resurrection! He overcame sin, conquered the grave and set us free. What greater gift is there than this?

He loves us ... the God who created us by His own hand loves us. His love is so great that He would sacrifice His beloved and only sinless son for us. What greater gift is there than this?

Today, take a moment to ponder this gift. To humbly thank Him for all He has done and continues to do. He loves you with a love that is immeasurable, immense and pure. What greater gift is there than this?


My Precious Daughter,

How I delight in your prasises. How I am honored by your words. I am so pleased by your acknowledgement of who I am. I do love you, dear one, with an everlasting, unconditional and undying love. My thoughts for you are endless. My plans for you are marvelous. I watch you each day and delight in My creation of you. I am pleased that your thougths of Me are honorable and glorous.

Do not lose sight of My presence in your life. Do not let a moment go by that you forget I am with you, and I am for you. Do not forget the promises I have spoken over you. Do not forget the words I have written in My book of life to you. Do not let a moment slip by that you do not walk hand-in-hand with Me, My beloved.

Pursue Me as I pursue you. Dance with Me, for I am dancing with you. Seek My face, for I am awaiting your call. Walk with Me for I am always at your side.

Beloved daughter, remember today with joy and celebration all the love and sacrifice that was made for you. Do not allow the enemy to discount My love for you; this great act which I have done for your benefit. For if you, precious child, were the ONLY one, I would have sacrified it all - just as I did - for you .... just you! That is how much you mean to Me. Embrace My love and this amazing gift of eternal life. It is the most incredible, invaluable, priceless gift of all and it is yours.

Celebrate My son, My Jesus, your Savior. Sing His praises, lift high His name. For He alone is worthy, glorified and holy. Bless the name of the Lord your God. For He is the one who loves you, lives for you, and waits for you today and everyday.

I love you.


John 3:16 - For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life. (Amplified)

A Mother's Prayers

I struggled today with posting this blog. It is a very personal and constant burden on my heart. My desire for my family to walk with the Lord and be established in Heaven for eternity is the most important focus in my life.  I have many precious family members who need the salvation of Christ in their lives. Several very close to me don't even believe God exists. My heart aches for them, and so my prayers continue for each one.

I am the mother of three sons and stepmother to two sons - I eagerly consider them all mine and pray for them daily. All five are grown men with their own individual and unique lives. But, they are not all walking with the Lord.

As a woman who knows the perils and pitfalls of a life outside of Christ, as well as the abundant joy and provision He supplies when we are under His covering, this is a huge burden on my heart. All our sons were brought to church on Sunday morning while they grew up in our home - of course, some went more eagerly than others. All of them were taught who Jesus is, why He came, and each of them at one time asked Him into their heart. I hold strongly to Proverbs 22:6, which says "Train up a child in the way he should go, And when he is old he will not depart from it."

I spent many years carrying guilt and shame for the mistakes I had made in their lives. I allowed this guilt to weigh me down like a coat of mail - heavy, disparaging and hopeless. I was unable to see that God's forgiveness had washed me clean and I was free of that weight. My unwillingness to forgive myself kept me locked in bondage. Today, I am happy to say that I have been forgiven, not only by a gracious and loving God who sent His only son to die for my sins, but I have forgiven myself as well. Now set free, I am able to move forward and do battle for other precious souls.

As I survey the circumstances of my sons' lives, their choices and their struggles, my heart becomes very heavy. Today, I had an extra burden for them. My heart's desire is to see each of these men walking in the fullness of the life God has planned for them. I desire to see them set free from the bitterness of their unchangeable past and placed on the path of righteousness, being sanctified as they walk with Christ each day.

God has assured me over and over that my prayers as their mother are being heard and acted upon. He has helped me focus on what is to be, not what I see. He has reminded me that my faith in Him is essential to seeing my prayers take life and begin working in each of their lives. God repeatedly promises me that His love for them far outweighs mine - a thought that is nearly incomprehensible to me. He has also stressed that the battle belongs to Him. My prayers are the added ammunition to the war that is being waged each day for their souls. It is His victory for His glory. If God is for them, who can be against them!

I know that there are many mothers who struggle as I did with unforgiveness for the choices that impacted their own children's lives. If this speaks to your heart, I encourage you today to lay all this down at the foot of the cross. Jesus came to die for our sins; to give us forgiveness. Once you've asked it's done ... God forgives you. Now, it's your turn ... walk in that forgivness knowing that God has removed your sins, your past, your mistakes as far as the East is from the West.

I know there are mothers who watch helplessly as their beloved sons and daughters walk headlong into trouble and fast away from the Lord. Still others, are heartbroken and burdened for parents, siblings and loved ones who choose to live their lives outside of the will of God. Fall to your knees and lay them on God's altar. He can restore their souls. They are His precious children and He anxiously awaits us all to come to Him. He is not willing that any should perish, but that all would come to repentance. Your prayers are necessary, priceless and heeded by your loving Heavenly Father.

As I share what God spoke to my heart today, please adopt it as your own. Toss away pride, confess unforgiveness and receive the promises of the One who has everything in His perfect and loving grasp.


My Precious Daughter,

What a glorious prayer; what a loving heart for these children who have turned their backs on Me. I see them as they once were - innocent, loving, little children - hurt by the circumstances of their lives. I see the day each seared his heart from loving Me because he was scarred so deeply by things others said or did. I see the moment they cut themselves off from a life of righteousness, peace, joy and understanding. You are not to take on the burden of their actions - you have been forgiven, redeemed and washed clean from your past. You are now to continue in earnest, steadfast prayer for their lives - their salvation - their eterenity.

I, the Lord Your God, am fighting daily for their lives; their souls. One battle at a time - one victory at a time. Small steps, each one toward the ultimate goal of turning their hearts back to Me. Not one is the same as the other. Each is unique in his own circumstance.

Have faith in the God who parted the seas, raised the dead and was resurrected for your eternal life. Nothing passes by Me that I do not see. Nothing goes unnoticed, forgotten or thrown away. These lives are more precious to Me than all the world's wealth. I do not hold lightly the task of bringing them back. I have not discarded them nor the desire for them to have eternal life. I have not ignored the prayers - your prayers - of their mother's heart.

Stand firm in your commitment to pray each one back into My arms. Hold fast to the promises I have given you. I am not a man that I would lie. No, beloved, I want what your heart desires. I long for them to be under the covering and care of My love. To be wholly and completely devoted to Me. Walking in righteouness, glorifying My name.

Beloved, do not fret nor fear, but hold your ground. Keep your faith. Pray without ceasing. Love without condition. Do not put your faith in what you see, but fix your eyes on Almighty God and know His hand is moving for these precious ones.

I delight in your prayers for your children, your loved ones. They are treasured and safe in My hands. I will not cease My battle for their souls.  Do not cease your loving prayers for their salvation.

I love you.


Romans 8:31 - What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?

2Peter 3:9 - The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.
 
1Samuel 15:29 - He who is the Glory of Israel does not lie or change his mind; for he is not a man, that he should change his mind." 

What's In A Name?

A name is that all-important "label" by which we will be known for the rest of our lives. Oh, how many expectant parents agonize over what to name the newest member of their family. Is it trendy? Is it unique? Does it fit the child, the family, the lifestyle? I have a book with thousands of names, their meanings and their spiritual connotations. And even so, new names are created with abandon year after year!

In Biblical times, names were everything. They were the words used to describe the circumstances of the child's birth, heritage or destiny. Jacob meant the "supplanter" or "holder of the heel" because he was born holding his brother Esau's heel. Jacob spent much of his life deceiving and conniving his way into succession, stealing his brother's birthright and blessing, only to have his name changed by God from Jacob to Israel (meaning "God contended") after spending a night wrestling with an angel. From the curse of his original name to the blessing of God's newly-given title, Jacob lived up to his "label."

Daniel means "God is my judge" and he became one of the greatest prophets in the Bible. Hannah, the mother of the prophet Samuel, means "favor" or "grace" and was blessed with a son after praying faithfully though her many years of being barren. Obadiah, meaning "Servant of Yaweh" (God), became a minor Biblical prophet. The meaning of the name Mary, the mother of Jesus, is "sea of bitterness" - and don't you agree that watching her sinless son die on a cross would cause a "sea of bitterness" - but, it also has a spiritual connotation of the word "blessed" or "beloved." Jesus (or Yeshua), means "God is my salvation", and has a spiritual connotation of "bringer of truth" - a name fulfilled on both accounts.

I love the meaning of my name, Joan, "God is gracious." Boy, is that ever the truth. I have been surrounded by the grace of God my entire life. I never much liked my name, but it's meaning has given me a new respect and understanding of why it was given to me. For me the grace of God has meant the difference between the bondage of the many poor choices I have made and and the freedom of forgiveness, the gift of new mercies and abundant life each day.

Now, most of us have two or three names ... maybe even more. But God has many and each of these names describes a distinct attribute about His character. He is Jehovah the great "I AM;" Elohim the "Creator;" Adonai, The "Lord Master;" El Shaddia "Almighty God;" El Elyon "The Most High God;" and Ol Alam the "Everlasting God." He is Protector, Provider and our Abba Father. He is our All-In-All, our Everlasting King and the one under whose wings we sit for comfort and peace. And, He is Love, in it's purest most simple form; it's most powerful, awesome strength; unconditional and perfect.

God has asked us to call Him by name - each name in each situation. When we call on the name of Lord in reverence and respect using the names that speak to His character, we release the power of that attribute to whatever circumstance we face. We are not only praising Him, but we are exalting Him to the place of honor and glory only He deserves.

I encourage you today, search the scriptures and learn the names of the God that formed and created you, calls you His own, and longs for you to dwell in His presence.


My Precious Daughter,

A blessing of peace I bring you today. As I set My banner over you, I am Jehovah Nissi. As I pour out My peace upon you, I am Jehovah Shalom.

As you walk with me today I will be your shepherd, Jehovah Rohi. Fix your eyes on Me and not your circumstances for My rod and My staff will comfort you.

My provision for you today is complete and perfect. For I am your provider, Jehovah Jireh. I am your righteousness, Jehovah Tsidkkenu, and your sanctification, Jehovah M'Kaddesh. You are set apart and beloved, holy and anointed for My glory.

My presence is upon you; I am Jehovah Shammah. I am high and lifted up, the Lord of Hosts, Jehovah Sabboath.

There is healing in My wings, I am Jehovah Rophe. Every need is complete and covered in who I am.

Walk with Me today, beloved. Let Me be  your all-in-all, your sufficiency, your desire. I am from everlasting to everlasting. Praise Me and glorify My name. For I am the Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is to come.

Beloved, you are My cherished child. Forever in My heart and loved unconditionally.

Be near to Me today. I have all you need - I AM all you need.

I love you.


Psalm 23:4 - Even when I walk through the dark valley of death, I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me. Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me.

Psalm 4:1 - To the Chief Musician. With stringed instruments. A Psalm of David. HEAR me when I call, O God of myrighteousness! You have relieved me in my distress; Have mercy on me, and hear my prayer. 

Revelation 4:8 - The four living creatures, each having six wings, were full of eyes around and within. And they do not rest day or night, saying: "Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty, Who was and is and is to come!"

 

Majesty

The Merriam-Webster Dictionary defines the word majesty as sovereign power, authority or dignity; a word used in addressing or referring to sovereigns; greatness or splendor or quality of character. Each one of these descriptions suits God to a tee, yet He is so much more.

In 1978, Pastor Jack Hayford penned these beautiful words:

Majesty, worship his majesty
Unto Jesus be all glory, power and praise
Majesty, kingdom authority flow from his throne
Unto his own his anthem raise
So exalt lift up on high the name of Jesus
Magnify, come glorify Christ Jesus the king
Majesty, worship his majesty
Jesus who died now glorified
King of all kings.

 

"Majesty" became a powerful and popular tribute to the splendor and glory of the God who created the heavens and the earth, placed the stars in the sky and knows the number of hairs upon our head. I remember with fond nostalgia singing this song with my youngest son, Andrew, as I drove him to school each morning. The song preceded the broadcast of Pastor Jack's radio show, Living Word. When it came on, we would joyously belt out every line in unison. It was a difficult time in my life, but singing that song with Andrew seemed to put everything into perspective. The words echoed my own heart, extolling the God who rules and reigns over all the world, yet calls me His own. The majestic, magnificent, powerful, awesome Lord God Almighty cared enough to take a small moment each day to knit my heart with my son's and create a precious memory as we sang together in praise to Him.

As we take time daily to praise God for His majesty and all that He is, He listens and takes pleasure in our words, songs and meditations. He delights in our worship, adoration and offerings. The Bible says that praising God is a sacrifice that honors Him. And, as with the Israelites, when we offer our sacrifice of praise it is a sweet aroma to the Lord.

 

Won't you allow Him to speak to you today about who He is and what your praise means to Him.

 

My Precious Daughter,

How I love to hear you praise My name. How I long to hear  your words of love lifted up to me like sweet incense filling My throne room. How it blesses Me and honors Me when you glorify My name.

Precious child, you are a delight to Me. You are a sparkling gem and a treasure crafted by My strong and gentle hands. I am molding and shaping you each day.

Hold fast to My word and the testimony of My son. Fix your eyes on the blessings of Heaven and shun the lust of earthly things. Righteousness, peace and joy are your portion today, for you are My chosen and beloved child.

Continue to lift up My name. Continue to send praise and surround yourself with My glory. The enemy has no hold on you when you extoll Me as your Lord and King.

Be blessed today, dear one. Be reminded that I am with you always to the end of days, and My favor is upon you. Be blessed for you are set apart, sanctified, for My glory. You are My beloved daughter.

I love you

Psalm 50:23 - But giving thanks [praise] is a sacrifice that truly honors me. If you keep to my path, I will reveal to you the salvation of God." 

 

Mal. 1:11 - But my name is honored by people of other nations from morning till night. All around the world they offer sweet incense and pure offerings in honor of my name. For my name is great among the nations," says the LORD Almighty.

Habakuk 3:3 - I see God, the Holy One, moving across the deserts from Edom and Mount Paran. His brilliant splendor fills the heavens, and the earth is filled with his praise! What a wonderful God he is! 

 

Hebrews 13:15 - With Jesus' help, let us continually offer our sacrifice of praise to God by proclaiming the glory of his name.

Shattered Dreams, Hope Fulfilled

I grew up knowing that one day I would be a mother ... one day I would have a daughter. I played dolls everyday until I reached junior high school. I saved my most treasured dolls to share with the daughter who would be mine. I dreamed of baking and shopping and doing all the things that my mother had done with me. I was certain that my daughter and I would be best friends forever.

God is so wise and perfect, isn't He? You might be surprised I say that ... I had three boys and later gained two stepsons. The dreams of a little girl were redirected and left unfulfilled.

I love my sons .... all of them. I have been blessed beyond measure because they are each uniquely different - each a gift perfectly placed in my life. I can tell you that I now understand football, wrestling and even some parts of a car engine simply because of these wonderful unexpected gifts. And, how blessed are they, because they have had the pleasure of learning how to make beds, cook and appreciate the amazing unpredictability of living with me! While I doubt they will truly ever really understand women ... they have had a glimpse of the feminine side of life.

My sons are all grown and out of the home now. I count it a privilege to have been given the blessing of raising them. Yet, that longing for daughters remained.

One day, years ago, I questioned God about the fact that He had not answered my specific prayer for a daughter. He responded! He promised me many daughters. I was baffled because I was unable to conceive by that time. I think I must have felt like Abram when God told him he would have descendants as numerous as the stars. But the Lord went on and assured me that I would have spiritual daughters. Young women who would come into my life and be like true daughters to me.

I will say it again, God is so wise and perfect! It took a long time, but He has blessed me with women - young women - who have been knit to my heart as if they were my own flesh and blood. I have two daughters-in-law and several spiritual daughters that fill my life with abundant joy. I look forward with anticipation to the others He has prepared to place in my life for such a time as this!

As I read Isaiah 54, my heart was moved for women who have never had the children they dreamed of having. The heartbreak of an unfulfilled dream. I journaled my prayer to the Lord saying, "In my own situation you blessed me with wonderful sons - but my heart and soul longed for daughters, too. Oh, how I missed that joy in my life, Then you promised spiritual daughters - and you have answered that promise over and over... You have continually poured out blessing in my life - I see it. Where I felt lack you have proven and provided my desires. You are to be highly praised for you are a faithful and true Father."

I asked the Lord to speak to those who felt the disappointment of shattered dreams - whether children or relationship - whatever they may be. I pray that if you have given up on your dreams, you will find hope and comfort in the Lord's letter to you. When we put our hope in God's promises, we are never disappointed - we never lack.

My Precious Daughter,

How I delight in your words of praise over Me. Yes, I am faithful in My promises to you. Yes, I am a loving Father who knows your heart's desires and who longs to fill them. Yes, I am to be trusted for My Word says so - My actions say so.

Beloved, the void you have felt is to first be filled with My love. Let me come and cover you with My wings, hold you in My arms. Let Me fill you to overflowing so that your faith grows strong. For I have not forsaken you.

Set your heart on Me. Come to Me each day. Ready My Word and be comforted. I have all you need. I AM all you need. Look up in every situation and I will guide you. You are not lost, you do not lack. I will fill you up and I will answer your prayers. Dear one, hold onto the hope, for when you least expect it, you will see My promises fulfilled.

I AM the Lord Your God. I can do anything; nothing is impossible for Me. My plans for you are good. And though they may not look exactly like yours, one day, beloved, you will see how perfrect and complete they are.

Trust that My love for you is enough. My grace is sufficient. I have all things under control. I have your life, your hopes, your dreams in My hands.

I love you.


Isaiah 54:1 - "Sing, O childless woman! Break forth into loud and joyful song, O Jerusalem, even though you never gave birth to a child. For the woman who could bear no children now has more than all the other women," says the LORD.

Isaiah 54:5 - For your Maker is your husband— the LORD Almighty is his name— the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; he is called the God of all the earth.

Isaiah 54:14 - In righteousness you shall be established; You shall be far from oppression, for you shall not fear; And from terror, for it shall not come near you.  

Some Days

I have learned that some days, it's just about God's love for us. Some days, it is just about sitting on His lap and listening to Him sing over us. Some days, it's just about filling ourselves up with the love that surpasses all other. Today is one of those days ... really, everyday is one of those days.

God has said that He wants nothing more than to love us, unconditionally and perfectly through whatever circumstances our lives bring. He is there in our greatest moments. He is there in those times when we feel like we just can't possibly pull ourselves out of the deepest, darkest hole. He is there when we are just going about being ourselves, living our lives and doing those things we need to do each day. What a beautiful picture of faith, hope and love. God is faithfully loving us at every moment.

If you need to hear God whisper His love to you today, then this love letter is for you. He has set His hand upon your life, His eyes upon your day and His love in your heart.


My Precious Daughter,

I love you. My love for you is unsurpassed, immeasurable, unconditional. No weapon of the enemy shall strike you or remove you from My hand - My love. No circumstance, no curse ... nothing can change My love nor My plans for your life.

Seek Me, beloved, for every need. For every good thing comes from the Lord Your God. I am here, precious daughter, watching, covering, showering you with My love and blessing.

Each moment you spend with Me is like another deposit in your Heavenly bank account. Each moment is another jewel added to your crown.

I love you, dear one, above all else. You are My daughter, My princess, My favorite. Delight in My words as I delight in you. Seek nothing else but My love and all will be well. Set your heart and mind on Me, for today I shall once again pour out My love over you.

Sit at My feet, be bathed in My spirit. Trust in My Word. You are mine.

I love you.


John 3;16 - "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, [fn] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 

Isa. 54:17 - no weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me," declares the Lord. 

James 1:17 - Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning. 

Ask

Ask ... ask specifically ... this is what God wants us to do. He actually wants us to tell Him exactly what we want, what we need each day. In Matthew 7:7, Jesus said "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you." He said ask!

Asking for myself does not come easily when I approach the throne of God. I guess I know to ask for covering and protection and peace, but I typically place myself at the bottom of my list of prayers. I have often felt it was selfish or I was unworthy, and it was better for me to ask for the benefit of others first. Besides, doesn't God already know what I need? The Omnipotent, Omniscient, Omnipresent God ... doesn't He already know? The truth is God does know, but His word clearly says ask.

Last night, in a special class on prayer that Pat and I are taking, this was the topic of discussion. We learned that we must first petition the Lord for our needs and that we must be specific. We learned we could ask, with faith, for anything that is pleasing to God if we are abiding with Him. We were encouraged to ask for every need, boldly and with specificity. We read scripture after scripture that supported this principle ... Ask!

So, this morning, I set out on this new adventure ... I made a list of my specific requests and nestled into my prayer corner. I spent time praising God for all He is and all He has done. I confessed the stumbling blocks in my life and asked Him to replace them with attitudes that glorified Him. Then, I got out my list and boldly prayed specifically for my needs, my desires - specifically for the outcome I was seeking. I then continued on and petitioned for my loved ones and the prayer needs of my many friends. I praised Him again for His faithfulness and ended it all in Jesus' mighty name. Then, as I always do, I sat and waited to hear His voice.

As I wrote His words I was overjoyed with His response. This response is not just for me. No, this is God's heart for each of us. To boldly approach His throne as Esther did in the fifth chapter of the book bearing her name. To ask specifically as Jabez did in 1 Chronicles 4:9-10. Jesus is asking "What do you want Me to do," and we can humbly ask Him for the needs of every part of our day.

Ask ... Jesus is waiting. He wants you to come to Him; to ask. He will hear and He will answer. He loves you.


My Precious Daughter,

I delight in  your praises to Me. I am blessed by your desire to tarry with Me, seek My face, pour out your heart in faith knowing I will answer. Stand fast in this new found routine, beloved. For I am faithful. Watch and see how I move in your life. Take note of My mighty hand moving the mountains in front of you. Stand in amazement as your prayers and My will join together and change lives - change your life.

Beloved, I have been waiting for this time. I have been waiting for you to lay your specific requests at My feet. I have been waiting to move faithfully because you ask. I have been waiting to shower you with even more blessing than you can think or dream.

Dear one, do not give up. Pursue Me with your whole heart. I will  not hold back My plans, My provision, My love. Keep a list of your petitions and watch the answers I send. Get ready, precious daughter, for the flood gates of heaven are about to be opend, and I shall pour out all of who I am upon you.

Lift your hands, your head, your eyes toward My throne room. Seek My face with abandon. I have waited for this moment in time. Tarry with Me. Ask and you shall receive. Get ready, beloved. Be thankful always and receive My grace, My mercy, My blessing.

I love you.


James 4:2b - Yet you do not have because you do not ask.

John 16:23-24 - 23At that time you won't need to ask me for anything. The truth is, you can go directly to the Father and ask him, and he will grant your request because you use my name. 24You haven't done this before. Ask, using my name, and you will receive, and you will have abundant joy.

Luke 18:41 - Then Jesus asked the man, "What do you want me to do for you?" "Lord," he pleaded, "I want to see!" .

Just Ask

In the midst of this crazy economy, I have had many conversations with people who are facing tough situations including unemployment, income decreases, the closure of their personal businesses ... even the threat of losing the homes they have worked so hard to maintain. It is certainly not easy to walk daily when you feel so uncertain about your living situation, your livelihood, your peace.

I, too, have been through these trials. My husband and I walked through job loss, endless phone calls from bill collectors, the loss of our home and relocation to another part of the state. In the midst of this unnerving set of circumstances and the heartbreaking task of leaving precious family and friends, we knew Jesus was ever present. As I felt the weight of sadness and loss, He especially walked me through this tough time .... even carrying me ...  with His peace and amazing grace.

As I look back now, two years later, I can see the way God's mighty hand moved with gentleness and mercy. He has restored to us more than I would have ever imagined. I have a peace and contentment now that I have never known. Lord has provided so much blessing and provision that we are in awe of how He is working in our lives.

I believe strongly the fruit we are experiencing is a direct result of our commitment to seek Him daily. While, I often fall short of being "perfect" in this area, He gently nudges me to remind me He is there waiting, desiring me to come to Him. Each time, I find solace, refreshment, encouragement and the ability to rejoice in every circumstance of my life. He is still perfecting me, still diligently working on me and still loving me .... just as I am.

For those who are struggling with what to do, where to turn, how to get through the next ordeal, seek the Lord. He says you have not, because you ask not. His Word says He is knocking at your door waiting for you to answer. He is a gentleman; He will not barge in. He stands beckoning you to run into His outstretched arms and receive the peace and joy you so desperately desire.

God has all the answers, the provision and the love to get you through this time. Won't you turn to Him today and allow Him to ease your fear, calm the storm and set you on the mountain top.

Hear His words to you ...


My Precious Daughter,

I have inclined my ear to your prayers. I have collected each one and set My plans into action. I have sanctified you and set you apart for such a time as this. I have not forsaken you. No, I have great plans for your life.

Trust in Me, beloved, for I am working and moving in your life each day to perfect you. As you focus on Me, I am able to do great things. When you invite My presence into your life, mighty is the work I can accomplish.

Dear one, no stumbling block or hindrance will impede you from the work of My hands. As you ask, I will remove each one and set you back on the path of righteousness. Ask, my beloved daughter, and I shall move. Diligently seek My face, spend time with Me, study My word. Mountains will crumble before you and victory will be ours.

Lay every care, every burden at My feet. Come to Me, humbly and confess your trespasses. Sing praises to My name - for I am great and greatly to be praised. Come just as you are with thanksgiving and I will be honored. Trust in Me wholly and your faith will be renewed. Take My hand and walk with Me. I will make your path straight. For I am your Lord, your God, your King. I am your loving Father and protector.

Bring everything to Me, lay it down and rest  your head. Your life and your heart are in My mighty and gentle hands.

I love you.


James 4:2 - You want what you don't have, so you scheme and kill to get it. You are jealous for what others have, and you can't possess it, so you fight and quarrel to take it away from them. And yet the reason you don't have what you want is that you don't ask God for it.

Psa. 145:3 - Great is the LORD, and greatly to be praised; And His greatness is unsearchable.

Isa. 40:31 - But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.

The High Road

There are times in my life when I just want to run ... to escape from the garbage that is pouring down around me. I don't mean to sound negative, depressing or hopeless. It's just that there are those times when words, situations or troubles begin to feel like they are rising like a flood around my ankles and I just want to disappear, flee, take the high road.

The Bible has stories of men just like that - Gideon, Jonah and David, just to name a few. These men, in the middle of their circumstances, chose to run, flee, take the high road. Away from their troubles, away from their fears, away from the world. But, God, who loved them so much brought them back, girded them up and set them back on a path of righteousness.

When we are in the midst of life, joyfully set on being about our Father's business, the enemy of our soul is displeased. So, he sets his sights on us and plots to bring us down. He is crafty and sly. Often we don't see it coming until we're smack dab in the middle of his evil barrage. His plan is to steal our joy, rob us of our purpose and render us useless for God. He uses tactics that hit us where we are most vulnerable and often without out our immediate notice. He uses situations, finances and even loved ones to carry out his schemes.

Recently, I have felt that way. My mind is set on doing my Father's work and loving every minute of it. I have a joy that is overflowing and a purpose to serve with abandon. But, Satan has other plans. I didn't see it coming, but then there it was. It took me backward for a moment. But, God, who loves me so much brought me back, girded me up and set me on the path of righteousness. I stand with my arms open wide ready and willing to do His will - sheltered by His wings - His banner over me, which is love - this is "High Road" I am choosing to take.

Your Heavenly Father, the Creator and your God is calling you to take His high road today. In the midst of the attack, stand your ground, raise your eyes to the heavens and call out to the Lord. He will rescue you ... He promises that .... His word is our guide and His answers are our proof of His love.

If you are feeling like taking the high road today, choose the one that is narrow and built upon the Rock of Jesus. You will not be left alone. You will be rescued, girded up and put back on the path of righteousness.

Hear His words to you today -

My Precious Daughter,

Fear not, for I am with you always. There are no words, no actions, no struggles that can shake you from the protection of My hand. Yes, beloved, you can choose to walk away from Me, but nothing has the power to snatch you from My loving grasp.

You are stronger, more grounded in My love and who I am. Let that strength wash over you like a healing balm. Let My love lift you above your circumstances and hold you up as the storm passes beneath you. The enemy has no chance, no hold, no hope. Your hope lies in Me and I will not fail you. For I am the Lord your God, Jehovah Shalom - The God of Peace. I am El Shaddai - Almighty God.

Speak strongly against the words of accusation that seek to pull you down. Do not wear them like sack cloth and ashes, but put on the full armor that I have given you. Stand firm on the rock of My word. The shield you hold protects you from the darts of lies which proceed from the mouth of the accuser. Walk confidently knowing that armor that protects you and the hedge of My love which surrounds you will keep you safe in every circumstance. Fix your eyes on My face and your path will be made straight. Your journey will end in victory, because I am your protection. I am the banner over you.

You are My child, My creation, My delight. There is no need to run, no need to flee. Hide beneath the shadow of My wings and find your peace. Take My hand, choose My high road, the narrow path and be free.

I love you.


Judges 6:13-16  - 13Gideo6n said to Him, "O my lord, if the LORD is with us, why then has all this happened to us? And where are all His miracles which our fathers told us about, saying, 'Did not the LORD bring us up from Egypt?' But now the LORD has forsaken us and delivered us into the hands of the Midianites."14Then the LORD turned to him and said, "Go in this might of yours, and you shall save Israel from the hand of the Midianites. Have I not sent you?"15So he said to Him, "O my Lord, how can I save Israel? Indeed my clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my father's house."16And the LORD said to him, "Surely I will be with you, and you shall defeat the Midianites as one man." 

Jonah 1:13 -  13But Jonah arose to flee to Tarshish from the presence of the LORD. He went down to Joppa, and found a ship going to Tarshish; so he paid the fare, and went down into it, to go with them to Tarshish from the presence of the LORD. 

Judges 6:24 - So Gideon built an altar there to the LORD, and called it The-LORD-Is-Peace. To this day it is still in Ophrah of the Abiezrites.

Genesis 17:1 -  When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the LORD appeared to Abram and said to him, "I am Almighty God; walk before Me and be blameless. 

Psalm 62:7 - In God is my salvation and my glory; The rock of my strength, And my refuge, is in God.

A Plan of Escape

Have you ever had one of those awkward dreams where you find yourself standing naked in a crowd? Wow, I hope I'm not alone ... I'm sure I'm not.

The truth is that we often feel that way ... standing naked in a crowd although we are fully clothed ... vulnerable, clumsy, uneasy. I can remember times when a situation I was in would make me that uncomfortable. I wanted to run away, but there was no where to run and no excuse to leave.

I can remember seasons in my life when I felt the same way. I wanted to hide until the storm passed, until the embarrassment was long forgotten, until I didn't feel alone amid the throngs of people around me. Could I please sleep through this and wake up when it's over?

But, God! God was there ... He's everywhere. Why didn't I think to call on Him? Why did I allow the circumstances of my life to cloud my mind so much that I didn't even stop, cry out His name and call Him to my rescue? How could I possibly forget even for a moment that He sent His son to die a sinner's death so that I would never have to be alone again?

God's Word, the Bible, is full of "plans for escape" in these moments. He has laid out all the ways that we can walk calmly from the crowd when we are naked into His arms of love. He has shown us how to clothe ourselves in His righteousness, with His armor, so that we are never left "uncovered" in any situation.

Let the Lord's words speak to you today so that you can walk through the storms, the situations and the everyday "darts" that are flying at us continually. He has the answer ... He IS our answer.


My Precious Daughter,

Come rest at My feet. Come hide beneath the shadow of My wings. Come lay your head on My lap. Let Me stroke your hair and whisper My words of love to you. Let me give you rest from the storm that is raging in your life. Let Me sing over you and restore your peace. Let Me dance with you and restore your joy.

Beloved, as the battle ensues just outside your door, never forget to seek Me first. Before you step out into the fray, clothe yourself with My armor, from  head to toe. And, dear one, as you walk fully-equipped with my armor do not forget to invite My Holy spirit to fill you, go with you and comfort you.

Cover yourself with My love and protection for I am Jehovah Nissi, the banner over you. I am Jehovah Tsidkkenu, the God of righteousness. I am Jehovah Shaloam, the God of peace.

Now, precious child, step out into your day knowing you are covered in power, strength and love. Know you are able to safely walk through this moment, without a hint of the sting of the enemy's darts hitting you.

You are My child. I am your loving Father, your King, Your Jehovah. I AM!

I love  you.


Eph. 6:11 - Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes.

Ex. 17:15 - And Moses built an altar and called its name, The-LORD-Is-My-Banner;

Jer. 23:6 - In His days Judah will be saved, And Israel will dwell safely; Now this is His name by which He will be called: THE LORD OUR RIGHTEOUSNESS.

Judges 6:24 - So Gideon built an altar to the LORD there and called it The LORD is Peace. To this day it stands in Ophrah of the Abiezrites.

Overcoming Doubt

 Doubt ... it is unwelcome encounter, but a often-familiar place to dwell. The dictionary defines the word doubt as "to lack confidence in; to consider unlikely; to fear or suspect."

I have been pondering doubt in relation to my faith and the faith with which I am to pray. The Bible says we are to walk by faith and not by sight; we are to believe even when it doesn't appear to be so; we are to trust that God hears and moves when we ask Him in Jesus' name. I aspire to have all faith, but I often find myself entertaining doubt. That "what if" that slinks uninvited into mind on occasion.

Hebrews 11:1 says "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." God tells us, too, that with only faith as a mustard seed ... the tiniest of seeds ... we can move a mountain. Wow, do I even dare to test that theory? Can I move a mountain with the smallest amount of faith? And, then there is that inkling of doubt. I want solid faith every day of my life!

The Lord is so good to remind me of the "mountains" that have been moved, even removed, through my prayer with simply the faith of a mustard seed.  And, as each of those mountains disappears from view, my faith grows stronger, my trust becomes more solid and I am assured that the God who created the Universe has inclined His ear to the cry of my heart. He cares so deeply for me that when I ask Him, even with a whisper of faith, He hears and He answers.

Do you struggle with doubt? We all do at one time or another. Why not let the Lord move you from doubt, to mustard-seed faith, to the assurance that your prayers are heard and answered. Invite Him today to strengthen your faith, remove your doubt and enable you to walk in the power and authority that has been given to you as a Daughter of the King of Kings.

Here is what He has to say to you today:

My Precious Daughter,

Doubt is not your portion. No, beloved child, faith and trust are what I desire for your life. You are to believe things are not as they appear; that you are to keep your eyes focused on Me, for I have all the answers. That, dear one, is faith. To believe even when you don't see it - even though it has not yet happened.

Have I not proven Myself a true and faithful Father? Have I not shown My promises to be trustworthy time and time again? The smallest faith - mustard-seed faith - is all I require, beloved. Hold fast to that tiny seed and watch it flourish as I water it with My love, My promise.

Beloved you can have all faith. You must tell doubt to leave -  never to return. And, you must say this over and over until doubt no longer clouds your mind.

Trust Me, dear one, for I am who I say and My promises are always "yes and amen." I am here for you, as I have said, holding you faithfully in My arms. I shall  not let you go.

Doubt is not your portion. No, beloved child, faith and trust are what I desire for you life.

I love you.



Matt. 17:20 - for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.

Luke 13:19 - "It is like a mustard seed, which a man took and put in his garden; and it grew and became a large tree, and the birds of the air nested in its branches."

 2 Chr. 1:20 - For all the promises of God in Him are Yes, and in Him Amen, to the glory of God through us.

Leftovers

I was raised on leftovers ... my mom was a great cook and could turn the second round into another delicious meal. So, as a wife, I often heat up leftovers for my wonderful hubby to enjoy yet again. It's a great way to stretch the food budget of two empty-nesters, and we get to eat great meals!

But, God doesn't want our leftovers. No, He wants our first fruit. It's not just our crops or our tithes - the tenth of our wealth which He provides - He desires first fruit from the bounty of who we are. He wants us to give Him the best of our time, our talents, our treasures ... the best of the best of what we have each day; and He waits patiently for it.

Over the past several weeks, I have noticed that I have been serving God a lot of leftovers. He hasn't complained, but it's not what He has me asked for. And, being that He is the the provider of the feast of my life, I believe He certainly deserves the best - the first fruits - at all times. He hasn't stopped blessing me; He hasn't stopped loving me. I have, however, noticed that I am not experiencing the great peace and joy I have when I put Him first in my day ... when I give Him my first fruits every morning.

Today, as I journaled I said this - "I ask you, Father, to shed light on these dark areas of my life [poor sleep patterns, laziness and the fear that I allow to get in the way of my time with Him] so that I may move them out, change them, get healing. My goal, dear Lord, is to be all that you have called me to be. To be a pillar of righteousness for your sake and to be a perveyor of your love. I ask you, Father, in my weakness to be my strength. To remove the laziness, fear and lethargy that keep me from walking in wholeness with you. I ask you to take me from leftovers to first fruit - for that is what you deserve and what I long to give you."

Are you struggling with giving your first fruit to the Lord? Here is what He says to you today ...

My Precious Daughter,

How I look forward to our time together. How I long to hold your attention and speak to you of your life, your longings. How I love to hear your praises to Me. And, beloved, how I long for you to lay every burden, every care, every situation at My feet. When you tarry with Me, My ear is inclined to you. When you ask in Jesus' name the battle for righteousness is launched in each situation. When you pour out your heart, your longings, your desires I am pleased and long to fulfill your dreams. When you sit and talk with Me, I can begin to do all the work that is needed, set the armies of angels in motion, pour out My blessings and cover you with My love.

Beloved, I do not want your leftovers. No, dear one, I want your first fruits, your best, the abundance of your day. I wait patiently  each moment for you. I am always here awaiting your audience. I am always here awaiting your invitation for My presence in your day. Make Me your main course, your first fruit for each day and watch how your world - your life - becomes more full.

First fruit - not leftovers - you are My desire. Make Me yours, too.

I love you.


Psalm 119:1147 - I rise early, before the sun is up; I cry out for help and put my hope in your words.

Neh. 10:35 - We promise always to bring the first part of every harvest to the LORD's Temple--whether it be a crop from the soil or from our fruit trees.

John 15:16 - You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you.

He Puts Away Our Former Sins

We serve a Great God. He promises to put away our former sins and remember them no more. How blessed are we that our past has been removed, never to be brought to His mind again.

And, then He does a new thing in us! What a gracious and merciful God He is to allow us to walk in His righteousness. How lovely that He would even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert for us. We must be ever grateful that He blots out our transgressions and does not remember our sins.

Ask Him to help you walk in that righteousness daily; to allow Him to be your light. As He makes your path straight, others will see the light of His glory, His promise and His love shine through you.


My Precious Daughter,

There is nothing which you have done that cannot be forgiven. You are always in My heart, loved by a perfect God. When you come to Me broken and contrite, I forgive you; your sin to be remembered no more.

Place all your trust in Me, dear one, for I am your source of help, provision and peace. Look not to your past, but forward to My promise for all will be well with you.

I love you.


Isa. 43:18-19 -  Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert. 

Isa. 43:25 - I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for My own sake; And I will not remember your sins.

Psa. 34:18 - The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit.

New Year; New Mercies Each Day

Over the past several days in posts and sermons I have heard how we have a God of second chances; new year - new beginnings. We can make resolutions and fresh starts to our lives as this year unfolds.

But, what I am reminded of is that His mercies are new EVERY morning. That is amazing! It means that we have a fresh start each day, another chance to do better, walk taller, keep our feet on the path of our destiny; and most especially grow closer to God.

Each time we stumble, falter, even fail, it is not the end. No, because tomorrow and the next day and the next and the next we get a fresh start, a new beginning, another "second chance" to be all that the Lord has called us to become.


My Precious Daughter,

Each day I give you new mercies. My grace abounds over you, and you are never far from My heart, My hand. I love you perfectly and work to see that perfection completed in you.

As you walk daily, you may stumble and fall, but I am always there to set you back on your feet. When the direction you choose takes you headlong into the storms, I am there to protect you and steer you back on course. When the circumstances of life fill your heart with frustration, defeat or helplessness, I send My Holy Spirit to fill you up, bring you peace and give you hope for the plans and future I have designed for you.

Beloved child, yes, a new year is ahead - new adventure, new growth, new opportunity. And, dear one, each day brings the same. For My mercies are new each morning bringing fresh hope, unending peace and My abiding love.

I love you.


Lam. 3:22, 23 - Through the LORD's mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness. 

Psalm 103:8 - The LORD is merciful and gracious, Slow to anger, and abounding in mercy.